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A Danger to Yourself (full EP)

by Lightholder

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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Deluxe 12" vinyl version of the A Danger to Yourself EP, including all five singles and the bonus track, "Blind Spot." Less than 100 of these were made: when they're gone, they're gone!

    Purchase of the vinyl record comes with two stickers as well as a signature Lightholder USB bottle opener loaded with the digital version of the album. If you want your vinyl signed, indicate that in the purchase options. International shipping prices may vary by country.

    Includes unlimited streaming of A Danger to Yourself (full EP) via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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  • USB Flash Drive

    This is so cool. I keep one on my keychain: pop it into your car's USB port to play the album, or pop open your favorite beverage when you use it as a bottle opener! The USB bottle opener has both the low-fidelity MP3 files and the high-fidelity 24-48 Mastered WAV files from grammy-award-winning mastering engineer Michael Romanowski.

    This price includes shipping to the continental US and two stickers: the Lightholder QR skull and the Butterfly and Bolt image from A Danger to Yourself.
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1.
No one would blame you, We’ve all gone a little wrong. Sometimes you just need Something to help you along. A new thought: They don’t get you. How could they understand? The things they said, None of it matters; Nonsense & clatter. Time to get a new plan. All it takes is a decision, And we can start right now: A brand new beginning, And soon we’ll be winning, And nothing from before will count. No one would blame you, We’ve all gone a little wrong. Sometimes you just need Something to help you along. This will be the last time, Then we can finally move on. They shouldn’t always try to control you; No one should tell you that you're wrong. There’s a fire in your throat: You’re choking on the relief. But, by god, now that’s got it You know that you’ve caught it And now you finally can breathe. Ah, breathe Breathe sweet relief Breathe Breathe that sweet relief No one would blame you, We’ve all gone a little wrong.
2.
All On Me 03:40
You won’t hear too much About what’s going on with me I got no desire to disturb another’s peace I don’t say a lot And that’s all on me There’s a shade of lonely in every bit of grief Acting like you got it figured out Is the closest you get to peace The closest you’ll get to peace: That’s all on me —---- CHORUS —-- Hey, you shouldn’t pray for change Things might look different Even if they stay the same Hey, maybe it’s the way it’s gotta be —--------------- I keep looking for a reason In exchange for sanity. I keep hoping For an easy answer to all these things But there ain’t no bigger plot; Nah, that’s all on me There’s the person that you wish you were But then there’s all the things you gotta to do A million careless decisions Are the building blocks of you And then they tell us that we’re free And that’s all on me —---- CHORUS —-- Hey - it’ll strip you to a man You can watch it fall apart While you do everything you can Hey, it’s all on me —--------------- —---- BRIDGE —-- If you need something done, Do it for yourself No use standing around, Waiting on somebody else —--------------- —---- CHORUS —-- Hey, you shouldn’t pray for change Things might look different Even if they stay the same Hey, maybe it’s the way it’s gotta be —--------------- That’s all on me
3.
Dry as dirt. Creaking hand. Truth is hard to swallow As a mouth of powdered sand: perched high on an unreachable shelf. You’ll never go home again You’re a danger to yourself Love the sinner Hate the sin Always a different reason To try the same thing again Again and again No new tale to tell There’s always someone else to blame You’re a danger to yourself Keep on Keep on The only way you know Even when the cracks start to show When all the doctor’s medicine Is no good for your health It isn’t safe to share the truth You’re a danger to yourself
4.
Blind Spot 04:14
Don’t wanna think, just got these details in my head Don’t wanna go back over all the things I should have said Don’t want to feel like I can’t have reasons of my own The bigger picture’s not something that I can own Hey, it’s right there in your face Hey, I’ve gone all black and white in a world of greys I’ve got all the words, but you’re the one with things to say It’s in my face A blind spot to put you in your place Don’t want to think, just got some stories I could tell Can’t find the humor and the metaphor as well After all the damage done, the pennies fell, the stack collapsed And I’m just sitting here waiting for the memories to come back Hey, it’s right there in your face Hey, I’ve gone all black and white in a world of greys I’ve got all the words, but you’re the one with things to say It’s in my face A blind spot to put you in your place That’s not my hand next to me on the bed That’s not my mouth saying things you think I said You’re trying to help But you can’t fight The war inside my head And if your right hand betrays you You've got your left one there instead
5.
On the couch, the morning half gone Nobody’s watching, the TV is on To keep the thoughts from getting too loud To keep the pain from getting let out A home where the truth wasn’t safe, Those childhood ghosts that never were faced The air is heavy, the carpet is old, But hidden nearby, there’s a bottle half full She’ll run away From the fear and the truth and the love and the pain Until there’s nothing left to save And it's all hard as hell A million miles from safe or well But if you’re waiting for a miracle Some things never change Alone in the car, another hard day, Recent affection: an ocean away It’ll be fine, just bite your tongue Hit the road Thy will be done You can’t know How good it feels to just let go But numbness comes and numbness goes And it leaves you feeling like hell A million miles away from safe and well And here we’re waiting for a miracle, But, well, some things never change You can’t know How good it feels to just let go When some things never change

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released January 24, 2023

Brad Barth (Audiovoyage - Livermore, CA): sound recording
Eric Behlmer: mandolin
Sameer Gupta: drums (Uncomfortable Begun)
Jackson Jackson: drums (All on Me)
Jonathan Johnson: bass guitar (All on Me)
Lars Kongshem: electric guitar (A Danger to Yourself), lead guitar (Uncomfortable Begun)
Jon Koski: harmonica, lead guitar (Something to Help you Along, All on Me)
Seán Lightholder: lyrics, music, production, rhythm guitar, shaker, vocals
Pat Martinez: pedal steel guitar
Mike O'Dowd: drums (A Danger to Yourself)
Pat McClellan: Upright bass
Michael Romanowski (Coast Mastering): audio mastering
Kenny Schick(Basement 3 Productions, Nashville, TN): additional instruments/sounds, bass, guitar, production, sound engineering, vocals
Sabine Heusler-Schick: vocals

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Lightholder San Francisco, California

For more than three decades, Seán Lightholder has sought to tell stories through his music, and for better or worse, he's got some heartbreakers to tell now. Lightholder is a fifth-generation San Franciscan who soaked up the city’s eclectic sounds and cultures. He lived in Ireland for a time and there became deeply influenced by its music and rhythms. ... more

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